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Nov 8, 2008 2:31pm

So...apparently my life revolves around jealousy and drama.

I wrote a note (because I feind for drama and attention) because I wanted to vent. That's not bad. So...In return this girl I was writing the note about saw her name and FLIPPED A SHIT. and she's like..just keep my name out of it.
That's how it started.
Then I showed it my friend (after I finished writing it) to a friend of mine who said he wouldnt say anything and still he said something to another girl I wrote about. Great friend right?
Looking back on it the note wasn't bad it was just me being a bitch and wanting to vent.
No...I'm not venting I'm just trying to find attention right?
Of course I am.
Cause I'm just a girl who's like revolves around myself and I want the spotlight.
(Sarcasm)
If I wanted attention I'd be on stage a lot more.

But I really dont care.
You know why drama follows you from place to place, it's because you're the one who's feeding the fire.

For some reason I want to post this here because I dont want to start anything and I know you guys wont judge me as harshly....but for some reason I didnt want to post it on Xanga either. Because on Xanga every one reads it (Lord knows why)
but I know the people who read this here wont judge me too harshly.

Seriously if I wanted this to happen I wouldnt have written the note and kept cutting.


I dont know if saying that was a good idea.
I dont care right now.

I'm slightly happier now.
I mean I have to be because last night was band night and I was dancing with this guy and he's cute. and I asked this girl he was hanging out with if he had a girlfriend and if you've ever seen the breakfast club she looked just like ally sheedy hair and clothes and all. She was cute though. anyway...she ran out side and was like...you two are going to dance cause you're dating and then you're going to make babies and be happy. and we sorta just looked at each other and were like...-shrug- So I looked up at him (cause he's like holy shit tall) and was like...I guess you're my boyfriend. and he was laughing and was like..Yeah I guess I am.

I thought it was funny.

I know you guys wont judge me...right?